![]() I hadn't noticed it earlier because in the morning, I can barely see things anyway I'm just a walking zombie until I get about fifteen minutes into the day. Then I noticed that everything around me looked very, well, hand drawn. The only road was made of dirt and had a sign sticking out of it that stated plainly Ponyville 1 mile. This wasn't my driveway there were no other houses to be seen. I walk out the door and I am immediately bombed by feelings of immense surprise. I grab my backpack and head out the door. Before long, I'm finished with breakfast. I put on 'Go to Sleep' by Eminem and vibe to the beat as I eat my waffles. I put some waffles in the toaster and grab my mp3, hoodie, and my beanie. Oh my god, why did I set a vuvuzela as my alarm sound? I wondered as I slowly got out of bed and hit the snooze button. I just want to take a break from living in this world, permenantly. I just don't have a very strong will to live. My life isn't worth it, but I'm not gonna go suicidal, hell no. A better world, where you could flip on the news without listening to endless stories about terrorism and how our stock market is collapsing. I always hoped that one day I would wake up in a different world. I wish that my life continued somewhere else. I just have to escape sometimes.Īt the end of the day, I always end of wishing that some of those worlds were real. The only thing that kept me going through each day was the hope that at the end of every day, I would be able to indulge myself in a world that didn't exist, like Halo, Assassin's Creed, or My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic. Especially when you're fourteen year old in your freshman year of high school, I thought. Tomorrow I had to go to school, then go home to do a shitload of homework, and then do it all over again. I thought this as I lay in my bed, staring at the ceiling. Sometimes, I just wish I could live somewhere like Equestria, where you don't have to worry about life fucking you over every three seconds. I mean, what do I live for? To be alive? Hell, that's more a punishment than a reward. Sometimes, I just wish that my life was easier than it was. ![]()
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